happy 20th birthday labs!
how does it feel knowing that someone’s happiness depends on you? like not even any other thing could replace the happiness that you could give or take away from that person?
it may be flattering at times, but it’s a huge responsibility. the first hours of augie’s birthday was not a happy birthday at all to him, no matter the love our friends tried to give him through their phone calls and facebook wall posts. its because i wasnt talking to him. its because we were on the phone, not saying anything to each other. smarter guys would normally just ignore whoever’s acting like a mean bitch and try to have a good time and make the best of their big two-O. like appreciate their friends and not let one girl ruin their mood. but i meant more than that to augie… so i owe him an apology for not adjusting my attitude for the special occasion.
i love you so much and i thank you for coming to my house at 1:30AM just to get me to talk to you and greet you happy birthday. you never let yourself get defeated by my moodswings or my childishness. you dont get mad at me and you baby me instead. i love it when you think my crankiness is just me acting like the baby that i am to you. i love you for always trying. i love you for loving me.
happy 20th birthday labs! im looking forward to what we’re going to do later in the day. see you in a few hours my love :)
my grandma pwns ur grandma :]]]]]]]]]
this is actually her, not just another relative going on fb in her name.
It’s so hard to freeze back in sweetness, when someone has already melted you into something bitter.
13020.) I'm so jealous of a girl that I'm starting to hate her. And I hate how envious I am to the point where it makes me sick. I don't feel like she properly appreciates what she has, and yet I don't even know her. I want so badly to tell her that I truly believe she's the luckiest girl in the world.
(via blogsecret)
somehow i feel like this is directed towards me. lol, narcissistic much? but i really do. cuz THERE’S NOT ONE PERSON around me who doesnt KEEP TELLING me how lucky i am to have someone like augie in my life, and how much of a douchebag i am for disrespecting him, hurting his feelings, and not being the girl that he truly deserves.
im sorry okay? i tried to be that girl, but i couldnt be the best out there. he doesnt deserve someone who’s less than the best. we all get that but unfortunately he doesnt.
soooo
i was about to go to sleep last night, thinking that i finally got the freedom ive always wanted, when he called and asked me to go outside. yup, WHAT THE FACK right? he’s outside my house again. so my sister and i went together to meet him at the door, and andre was like “what are you doing here at 1 in the morning?!!” and augie replied while freezing in the cold, “i miss your sister.”
so we hugged and made out, i felt guilty sharing that comfort with him. it was cold and i simply needed that warmth. and there’s no one else i’ll share that warmth with but augie. my passion didnt meet with his though, and he noticed/felt it too. then we decided to talk and he started by asking “ayaw mo na ba?” …
…and the rest is history. (which didnt go too well.)
why do people fall out of love?
/why is it hard to stay in love?
(via soundinmylungs)
it’s been a week since we last saw each other, and weve been arguing too much
…maybe all we need is some intense cuddling. besides, winter time has come and it’s gotten really cold.
he's right
everything we’ve established, if there’s any, from the day we met and more than a year later, is too damn complicated and troublesome for us to just throw away like that.
…because apparently we both like complicated and troublesome.
![my grandma pwns ur grandma :]]]]]]]]]
this is actually her, not just another relative going on fb in her name.](http://15.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kuhdmqLloy1qzkm8wo1_r1_500.jpg)
